Goosebumps dance on my skin
As my mouth distorts.
The ghosts whisper in my ear
They tell me I'm loved.
My ears lie to me
They decieve me.
My eyes fog
Like humid goggles in a pool.
I find short of air
And my lungs scream inaudibly.
My open mouth stops suddenly
And an animal scream escapes.
The same of which frogs look when they're sliced open
With sadistic fingers of children.
Death.
Dying.
That's what I'm doing.
I'm happy,
I tell them.
I'm yellow,
I'm warm.
I'm laughing
Because I love my life
And I love myself.
So she says.
Green splashes through my mind.
Splattering throughout the inner walls of me.
Jealousy.
Envy.
Revenge.
They cling to my memories,
Dripping.
Dripping like green blood.
Paint covers my dreams
My memories
My prizes.
I frantically flip through my mind for a happy time
When everything was yellow.
Covered.
Tearing.
My memories cannot be saved.
You might as well try to save yourself from hell.
My memories.
Torn.
Soaked.
Disintegrated.
Gone.